the restircted zone

Where I feel like all better alone, in a restricted zone where only authorized visitors can come only after levels of security checks. But who gave them the authorization? It isn’t me, laboratories’ specimen never have the say. Visitors come around and peered at me but left as soon as they got what they wanted. I overhear their conversations at times, they were talking and sauntered away leaving the unimportant behind. Some came back after a couple of discussion, but they stared at it, and left again. They came with an intention and left as soon as they found it invaluable. To my dismay, these visitors vandalized they scarred hearts and minds. They left me mentally impaired. 

89 more days till freedom, please let me remain intact.

the relations between maths and scores reading.

Well, this was written after the my final Maths exams.
In a way, I needed an outlet to regenerate my brain, so here I am typing a hypothesis that I got inspired of while walking down 5 flight of stairs. ( Not forgetting, the continuous pinches of pain coming from my left knee)

The very last piano lesson that I had, my P. teacher clarified the limit of using the right brain for piano playing. hmmm. It is a well known fact that piano playing helps to stimulate the right side of the brain, for areas in creativity and the arts. Singapore's education system focuses heavily on the usage of the left brain, therefore the potential of my right brain may have been left undeveloped and untapped on.

So I thought piano could unleash potential in that area in which it could make me possibly smarter (well, not totally true). But months under the tutelage of this P. teacher, and STILL having really bad sight reading skills. I asked her how? How to improve on my sight reading??
Her answer was simple: look at the patterns, look at the notes in a collective group and analysis the patterns.
The current level that I am in doesn't require long hours of practicing, but needless to say starting at the age of 16, where studies isn't a walk in the park anymore, time management is vital skill. Hence, analyzing the pieces would help identify and group the similar patterns. This in turn narrows down a significant amount needed for my fingers to remember :D
Mindblown moment!
Patterns are similar, so instead of practicing the entire piece, I just have to pick out the patterns and let the fingers memorize the movements and apply to other similar patterns as well.
OK so in relations to maths...
I just experienced the same effect in the examination hall 0.0. 3 weeks have been spent doing endless of Maths paper and identifying the similarities and the patterns effect kicked in.
I merely did my integration based on somewhat in a screensaver mode, whereby my hands were moving on its on without much deliberation from the brain.

OK. nerd post.
but YAY, reduced usage of the brain and more spaces for more useful stuff*like?-.-*
HAHA
cheerio!

exams

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nong li sheng ri :)

The animals :)

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The time of the month

The time of the month where I get frustrated at the world. For all the things that OUGHT TO BE DONE. I hate being aware of all these social disparity and ashamed of not doing enough.
Enough said. Feels so frustrated, and shall head to my spoon fed no worries world of books.
Mere understanding and rephrasing.
Now isn't a time for self Reflection :/

There isn't an urge to establish a strong relationship. One that you feel like family, one that makes you feel important.
It's tough, really. ESP for a sensitive soul. Hard knocks are usually not well taken and relationships will be scarred.
I don't think I can endure another therefore,
I will amour myself, creation of antibodies may be possible.
And a dosage of nonchalance.

ahahahaha new pic

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I dont normally, but when i do i go blabberish

well, this has been on my mind for these past 2 or 3 days.

Trigger point>

To be honest, the life as a 16 year old teenager was once the best years in my life. It was once my happiest, until it dawned on me that there were different types of happy.

The ones that I experienced that year were simple yet memorable. Free-spirited per se.

I will update this at a later time. ok, most probably not.
cause my laptop is giving me problems, opting for a fat mouse now -.-

the most hectic week has passed

In short this week rndrd in a good note. With neglected issues being shelved and remaining status quo. And prioritizing friends for their annual birthdays and all. Tired, yes definitely but it's an annual thing. So pardon me on my lowered threshold for nonsense and perhaps more drastic mood swings.

Oh well, projects going out on full force starting out from...TOMORROW!!

:)

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it has been a year

Commemorating the first anniversary of my kingdom, to lower the gates as form of celebration. It was impulsive needless to say and as soon as the gates fell, it felt almost right to reel back the gates. Having a hindering twin, he definitely loves to see things fall apart.

another milestone

I need to type it here if not I couldnt put my heart into the pile of things that i have on hand.

Attaining an ideal grade is important, however I am questioning your ability to judge the current situation. The purpose of that comment was a wake up call or a new found source of motivating?
Nonetheless, I agree there is still parts to work on.
UNFORTUNATELY, time isn't on our side. If we are given the luxury of all the time in the world, I believe all groups can definitely concoct something amazing. Nonetheless, if we were to fall below expectations it wouldn't be due to the presentation but TIME factor.
2 more days till THE DAY, so I hope we could try our best and make the best effort out of what we currently have. 
WE CAN DO THIS! 

TGIF

this is the book i am talking about :D
using the kino vouchers that they gave for my birthday,
so thank u animals!

Relieved that the first week of school is over( doesnt feel like it)
but excited for our presentation on Thursday.
#Fruitoflabour here we go!
and perhaps after that we have more time with all the animals.
dinner soon pretty please :D. #graduationtrip-snorkle soon :DDD
teehee.
Enjoy your weekends.

defuse awkwardness

this is getting awkward, any words of wisdom to share? 

interesting topic that i should be aware of?

name me one interesting fact about yourself. 

elf.i need to learn something new everyday, GIVEMEE!!! 

feed me with info. (nomnomnomnom)

I.AM.HIGH. 

to u :)

hehe. thank goodness u didnt doze off in the midst of the conversation.

:D

thankful and grateful for the effort and the support you gave

and your parents for not waking up.

teehee

JY! 

Praying for strength

motivation and perseverance. 

one of the many ingredients i need now. 

i need the strength to push through. 

are u listening to my prayers? 

are u with me? 

panic attack

a dose of coffee, and there goes my regular bed time.

well, it is a known fact  (ok, now u know) that i will experience a heart racing sensation.

so after a recent Ya Kun and each a cup.

yup yup, i will experience a prolong period of something like a kick or thumping heart rate.

But still, work needs to be done, social life needs to be maintained and sleeping time needs to be pushed back.

teehee.

BTW

BACK TO WORK. 

chronicles of fedup

just sent the email for one of my projects ( refer to the post title ), so yap:D productive.
here for a little break.

hmmmm. i finally spent the Kino's vouchers aka my 18th year old gift.
so, will let the animals sign it when i get back to school and perhaps a little vandalising/doodling too
(Y)
*photos soon!*

besides that, i came up with a list of what i might want to do after graduation. 
job wise,
-once upon a milkshake
i actually thought about working at Starbucks, but i would probably die of a panic attack or a massacre of brain cells since it is only right that a barista knows how the drink taste like and starbucks has tons of recipes to memorise and all.
ok, coming back to (OUAM) i love their drink, it was sip at first sight. so yup! 
yipee! 
-camp facilitator
it has always been at the back of mind. being paid to have fun, why not?
being paid, to make others happy.
being paid to inculcate some positive values to others. :DDD
-still thinking about it.

what i wanna learn.
-lyrical jazz
i think it would be cool to step out of my comfort zone, and perhaps be a little more flexible to increase my fitness level.at the same, lyrical jazz serves as a form of expression, so yup yup. looking forward to using my under developed muscles and grooving to the music :D
-rollerblading
something that is more useful than iceskating -.-
learnt it before, and forgot how was it like. cause there singapore is sunny all year round. the nearest ice skating rink is at Jcube and is so much more expensive ($17 for 2 hours. SHEN ME NIAO)

some honing
-ukulele!
-piano!
-training for a marathon!

i think it's a food tour??

the awkward moment, where i dont know how to adjust the photos -.-
shall figure it out at a later time.
great day tho, eat eat eat. walk.walk.walk.
hot.hot.hot.
:D

my double eye lid eye bags

I haven't had the luxury to wake up at 12noon for a really really long time.

a lot of thoughts are running through my mind

this particular person whom I met and am thankful for

the internal security act

the to do list for my June holidays

strawberry ppl

fantasizing what's going to happen in suzhou

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bodnbtc first chalet

initial ideas of having a chalet started way back after our o levels. however, we managed to have it their a levels :D (Y)

so here's goes: RUNNINGMAN #10PERSONVERSION

we did all the nonsense stuff and as usual attracted tons of attention everywhere we went. in short, we were LOUD. 

ran in and out of the chalet, shouted like little girls, sang like divas. 

rode our "Harley Davidson" downtown. ( ok, Changi Village. but still :D fantabuolous) 

,drank scorching hot BAD coffee, celebrated birthdays, camwhored like there is no tmr, had the best daytona session ever :D

hopefully there will be many more to come! :DD