2010 so far.

i have been acting like a bitch--especially these few weeks.
and i am the one building the damn wall.
scolding vulguarities in specific the F word to my dearest friends.
( imagine, chao chao had to beat me to make me stop )
being super moody
rude to strangers



yahhh.
aka not using my super super smart brain
dumb right?
hmmm. this isnt the way i am going to phrase this post.



the way that i have behaved this few months/ weeks/ days
has affected the relationship with my family/ friends/ and how other think of me



family.
thanks to my wonderful moodswings, i dont really have the mood talk to them. i get irritated at the slightest thing, and actions that broke their hearts
aka i have been a bad daughter/jie jie.

friends.
i have been neglecting some, taking them for granted.
(ok this section isn't so bad )
but to the particular someone, wait ah... a little bit more time.
u know who u are, yeah.
but so sorry for acting like some gudo.
( i dont think u would be reading this )
hmmmm. yeah.



blah blah blah
i wrote this last night
but u know, self enlightenment uses a lot of brain cells
so when i wanna rephrase it this morning, the feel is just gone
wahahahaha
green bean soup now :)
hey anna! i am drinking your ah ma's green bean soup now btw.
wahahahahaha.
shiok!

tumblr!

do wait.
i am going to open my tumblr!!!
yay!!!
sorting the posts out.
i have 459 LIKE POST!!!!
fyi: that is 46 pages of posts!!!!
SIAOOOOO

edited**
i am at page 40 -- doing it from the back
faint~
ok. 6 pages down. (:
reblogjesslyn.tumblr.com

errrr. i got a lot of stuff i want to say. but i kind of forgot -.-

hmmmm...
issue 1.
thank you bo yu and wei jie for the great awesome convo
i will see u guys soon
to bo yu: yes. u are given the permission to kp me. wahahhahaha
to W: u go die! nono. i will make sure NS gives u hell first before u die!!!~
okok. sound so childish. haha. friends mah!~ rock on!

and to koh ke xin!
I MISS U!!!!
:D
beatles is ** insert heart shape**
and i heard that paul mc cartney has given the permission for glee to do their songs! yay!!
gleeeeeeeee!!!

issue 2
tt choir
they are having their prac @AHS this saturday from 1pm to 5pm
i am not sure if i am happy or sad
happy: cause i have a valid reason not to go-- busy with BOD n BTC mahhhh.
sad:errr actually is more of guilty.
but whatever

i am going to see what carresa has to say abt this issue

hmmmm. in my opinion
i dont miss choir-ing
i miss my choir friends which makes me miss choir
all those STUPIDX1000000 times
tofu, stupid video, hk, grp hugs, lame-ing around...
and of course, mr liew :)

but but there is TT wad!-- the young and handsome conductor ( he still excites me la ) but i found a better one. wahahhahahaha
errrr...
tt? ehhh. hmmm. totally different kind of feel.
totally dont have the FEEL
it is not just the conductor that makes the different.
( it does! wait wait... continue reading)
but before building a bond with the conductor
i must feel belong with the choir/section/people
and so far, dont have leh.
then the pieces?--the beatutitides.
siann ( maybe cause it is a sucidal song or sth )
it's a great challenge la. but....

nvm nvm.
i shall wait for carresa

issue 3
karma!!!!
karma!!!!
now i know how uncle tan feels
:(

toot toot thursday

i am going to conquer POA by tonight!!!
i am sick of P & L and balance sheets.

-..-
sian no life...

friday!!!~

this friday is going to be aweeeeeesome!! :)
the aunties gang
it is amazing that i see them EVERY WEEK!
LOL. we meet up more frequently than we ever did back in our unity days.
and of cos BOD n BTC this saturday-- but i bet i will see them on friday
and and
EUNICE too :) @ orchard.-- SHOPPING!!!
rock on!
LOTS OF CHAPALANG TO BRING ON FRIDAY.
wahahahahhaa.

the aunties, awesome ndp celebration

(:


ANNA CHUA, POH CHAO YAN, HANNAH LAI, CHAN JIA HUI, PANG YULING, ZARA CHOO!


2.50 char kway teow, CMI spaghetti, an unexpected twist of fate to the blueberry muffin/ cupcake , laughed like fag, camwhore-ing, chocolate cake, yuling pingpongpang's house, NS men, LOL-ing @ the marching contingent, censored video, 7th month


can't wait for the next meet up.


STEAMBOAT @ TIONG BAHRU? =D LALA and CORN!

and thanks anna for planning the standard charted thingy, i cant imagine u aunties gossiping with the rest of my auntie friends.
** ALL THE AUNTIES UNITE**



and yuling for thinking of all sorts of pattern for this NDP thing :D
and and chao yan, hannah, jia hui and zara for coming down to celebrate our country's 45th birthday (:




and this is for JIA HUI
jesslyn yim's interpretation of the song.

LOL