I am going to share

make it a point to have an exchange of information daily.

what I learnt today:

antibiotics need to be completed of its entire course because the bad germs might stay and get immuned to the next course of med.

-Peter 

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3 cafes in 1 afternoon

The Patisserie. Antoinette. K-ki

updates!

updated on 19.03.2012

hmmm. i am glad that we managed to know each other better and glad that it didnt work it.

twitter: taking it slow and steady; at least it doesnt feel void anymore.

C:

i found someone new. nothing serious, just friends. and both of us are really shy but hope this could be the start of something amazing.

ok. amazing friendship maybe? who knows?

toodles!

being young and wild and free

sleeping at an ungodly hour where my mom is going to wake up in an hours time.

and i am hungry:/

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i dislike being the sensitive one.

ALWAYS being so sensitive.

ALWAYS making a big fuss out of a molehill

and at the end of the day

i always keep it to myself.

never would i have thought, this day would come.

:/

words that were whispered could never be retracted

no matter, how minor the incident may be. the feeling of the stab will always linger.

Being instinctively acute to such area isnt a sin and more of a gift of having the special eyes to see them in a clearer light.

self consoling post.

the stab hurts more than i could handle and with the accumulation of injuries and scars, i have found myself bruised and intolerable of such mean moves.

When she was just a girl

She expected the world

But it flew away from her reach

and the bullets catch in her teeth

Life goes on, it gets so heavy

there have been tons of posts( drafts ) about how tough these few weeks have been.

i havent been able to published because they are nothing but rants that proved to be the struggles of this little girl.

hopefully i would be able to survive today

the least that i want is to have my efforts to be appreciated by people.

:)

i have awesome friends ;)

-contended.

my helmet is back (:

i have acknowledged the fact that i look a lot younger than my actual age with the short hairdo.

in fact, the hairdo that i carry now is the exact same replica of the one i had when i'm 11.

HAHA.

so why did i cut my hair like a primary sch kid?

reasons:

1) hot girls have short hair

i worked as as retail assistant during the holidays and i was astonished at the fact that so many gorgeous women had short hair

short pixie hair to be exact.

and i love their personality * being a 3 in 1- polite, funloving and outgoing * so it kind of inspired me to have my hair chopped off so as to serve as a reminder to have both inner and outer beauty.

2) my friends said i couldnt carry a short hairdo. LOL

when i head back to school and mentioned about my hectic holiday life and my latest bruno mars eyecandy. they laughed. * ok, it was embarrassing because bruno mars isnt an eyecnady material *

that's besides the point

i mentioned about wanting to cut my hair short.

and i just want to prove them wrong.

ilurbbmiieepreeetayehaaaairr. * i cant tweet properly *

to animal kingdom: #jealous? HAHAHAHHA. pretty pretty jesslyn.

3) one last chance.

on friday i went out with the entree ( poly forum )

and we talked about about internship and graduation

where i suddenly switched to the career -women-mode/ looking-forward-mode.

this actually, was the very last chance that i could get a short hairdo because i am already 18 and i need to stop being a kid. * short hairdo=kid *

after year2 would be my internship and then graduation

i do not want to be taken as a child, i want to be looked upon as an capable adult

* first impression counts *

Hopefully, when i have my lushes long hair back, i could finally grow up, stop being a princess

and be a QUEEN.

fyi: this post pretty sums up what i have been doing these past few days. LOL.

i am having a meeting now

and i feel like throwing a rock at him.

-.-

save me.

I found myself a job :D

kudos to desperado me that camped at gumtree.sg

#happykid

i am a little sad because i couldnt find the time to enjoy life's little pleasure

ok. to be exact, i have no time to catch up on my great taste of music.

yap yap, mostly mainstream. but i like to stumble upon good music too

like when my friend post in on FB or their blogs

i would to go and check it out.

:))

oh well, back to youtube~

but watching videos on entrepreneurship. it's for the upcoming forum.

but i am enjoying myself so far.

#just tired

i will commit the the slip of tongue :x

FUN FUN FUN FUN

btw, i have started this journal.

so ya, wouldnt be here so often then.

and and

best of luck to my A lvl friends :D

the reason why i chose to distant myself away from u

one moment, i claimed that u were my PBF

next moment, we drifted apart and both of us were feeling :/ :( about it

then, comes the moment where i totally feel nonchalant about it

* not exactly :/ *

during the one attempt that we tried to salvage our relationship, i told u that u dont LISTEN.

u yatter and yatter and yatter all the time.

yah, reflections were done. and the response was:

got meh? ok, i will shut up next time.

yap. then about an hour ago i received a message OTW back home.

hey wanna go minds cafe tmr? ...

haha. look who isn't listening

those who actually know me, should be able to know that i exclaim stuff to the whole entire world

eg: I LOVE BLUE

I LOVE GREEN BEAN SOUP

I AM CAVING FOR STRICTLY PANCAKES

and this friend of mine asked if i wanted to go minds cafe-.-

pardon me if u find me naggy next time.

i dont expect people to remember nitty gritty/ minor details about what i mentioned/ craved.

but i repeat my words constantly.

disappointment.

oh ya, before that.

i would like to say

i am going on a strict exercise and diet regime

healthy but controlled and monitored

:D

wish me luck

and say hello to my fabulous abs and body

* be in awe *

post exams :)

it's 1.30Am. tired but happy. had a celebratory dinner @ XLB with the girls :)

ok. going to start on my SUPER belated birthday posts. but everyone deserves a big big thank you :) :D

ok. need my bed.

night night!

black Friday NOT

hoho!

i bought this paper pack from SPOTLIGHT just hours ago

hoping to see an 'visual' improvement in the cards that i make

haha. because i could neither draw something decent nor have any sort of pattern sense

...

preparing a small gift for a friend here :)

bahhhhh i am a sheep

i needed to thank yisheng for awaking the Jesslyn in me * which i already did *

the jesslyn that was ONCE decisive, demanding and confident.

well, i believed that it is hidden somewhere deep deep inside me with the initial thought that my previous behaviour was uncouth as a result i chose to conceal that part of me and locked them away in faraway land.

as a matter of fact, i was being too conceited of myself, assuming that it would only happen when during casual conversations. * the idea is not to ASSUME * however, this mindset of mine already infiltrated my sub-consciousness and gained total control of how i managed things. including major projects, meetings, interviews and any other possible major thing that could aid me for a possible easier and higher self satisfaction life. -.- * big reason for the decrease in confidence *

reminiscing the good ol' days , leading the group to a successful battle, attaining satisfying results. who would have thought that the present was a total opposite? instead of being the head of the pack, i became the assistant sheep who pretended to know * in denial/ act smart * where she's going.

i have lost myself in my poly years and now it's time to awake the sleeping dragon in me. * rawr *

LOL.

I NEED EUNICE.

asap-need-to-meet-u.

meeting the aunties tmr tho :)

awesome much.

teehee.

i swear never to get drunk.

i hate the smell of beer and red wine.

BLEAH.