cant wait to bring him around Sp * hopefully, the foodcourts are open*
at least civilisation doesnt irk me anymore.
Friday, December 30, 2011
i need time to heal
i cannot step outside the house because the sight of people just irks me
i havent recovered, but i will.
I thought by talking it out, everything would feel better.
But instead, reality blew me off guard and haunted me with memories then we could only reminisce.
Sad to say, i have been in denial and ignorant to attempt to thwart the picture.
I just need to sleep it off(:
To think that mentoring was the one who was tipping my scale.
Utterly disappointed with myself for:
1. being a loafer
Idling time away.
Using various means to TEMPORARILY put my problems at bay.
2. losing self discipline
Being enslaved to my bed and laptop
3. being complacent
I really thought i was superwoman or maybe Einstein
4. being so arrogant.
Not paying attention in class and thinking self study would do the trick. Fyi. I thought my teacher was unqualified to teach.
*i was nuts*
No pain no gain.
I am diagnosed with the MONKEY disease and i couldn't buy MOTIVATION from ntuc.
But they have tons of tomatoes on offer :)
Tomatoes might taste yucky, but they are definitely good skin complexion.
-- definitely eating a tomato feast now. Haha.
All the best everyone!! :)
Monday, November 21, 2011
there have been tons of posts( drafts ) about how tough these few weeks have been.
i havent been able to published because they are nothing but rants that proved to be the struggles of this little girl.
hopefully i would be able to survive today
the least that i want is to have my efforts to be appreciated by people.