taking everything so seriously because there's no room for failure.

i feel so scared

i feel so stressed.

i need some aid

i need some air.

where's playtime? :(((

his actions just reaffirmed me that friends last forever :)

thank you.

when i get older, i might just buy a studio apartment for you.

i believe in friends forever

some of my dearie friends here dont believe in friends forever

well, i do (:

i feel like i am at home when i am with my friends. i feel elated just to hang out with them.

hence, to all my friends out there. u are my famILY that i chose.

cheers to many more years of friendship to come! :D

sent from house

Earlier this week I had problems with time mgt. but today, I finished what I had planned to do :) I am so proud of my accomplishment and yeah, I have nothing to do now cause my dad is still at home:(( I am hungry.

i have awesome friends ;)

-contended.

my helmet is back (:

i have acknowledged the fact that i look a lot younger than my actual age with the short hairdo.

in fact, the hairdo that i carry now is the exact same replica of the one i had when i'm 11.

HAHA.

so why did i cut my hair like a primary sch kid?

reasons:

1) hot girls have short hair

i worked as as retail assistant during the holidays and i was astonished at the fact that so many gorgeous women had short hair

short pixie hair to be exact.

and i love their personality * being a 3 in 1- polite, funloving and outgoing * so it kind of inspired me to have my hair chopped off so as to serve as a reminder to have both inner and outer beauty.

2) my friends said i couldnt carry a short hairdo. LOL

when i head back to school and mentioned about my hectic holiday life and my latest bruno mars eyecandy. they laughed. * ok, it was embarrassing because bruno mars isnt an eyecnady material *

that's besides the point

i mentioned about wanting to cut my hair short.

and i just want to prove them wrong.

ilurbbmiieepreeetayehaaaairr. * i cant tweet properly *

to animal kingdom: #jealous? HAHAHAHHA. pretty pretty jesslyn.

3) one last chance.

on friday i went out with the entree ( poly forum )

and we talked about about internship and graduation

where i suddenly switched to the career -women-mode/ looking-forward-mode.

this actually, was the very last chance that i could get a short hairdo because i am already 18 and i need to stop being a kid. * short hairdo=kid *

after year2 would be my internship and then graduation

i do not want to be taken as a child, i want to be looked upon as an capable adult

* first impression counts *

Hopefully, when i have my lushes long hair back, i could finally grow up, stop being a princess

and be a QUEEN.

fyi: this post pretty sums up what i have been doing these past few days. LOL.