year2sem2term2

pardon me for any weird phrasing and all. it's late. need sleep. NOW.

HRC which stands for HR competition. this could probably be my last HR competition that i am taking part in, partly due to the fact that i will be away in CHEENA!

well, i have learnt a lot.

scripting wise, it pays to read. my angmor cui. LOL.

Kudos to mentor ( Ms Jean ), the script was beautifully scripted that it seemed like TIMES-MAGAZINE- MATERIAL. it had omph, and it really enhanced the entire presentation with her wise selection of words and phrasing.

i guess, i really have to read A LOT MORE!

Good morning ladies and gentlemen...

judges and teachers.

besides that, i guess i really am turtle-ish

me having to strive for self improvement, admit the fact that i am not as quick witted as the others and probably over relying on them. *plain lazy* without any form of natural ability to absorb like a sponge, "it doesnt pay to be a sloth".

if one were to be stranded away from them, what would it take to strive for survival?

- newly added "new year resolution" - dont be such a lazy pig.

having said that, we have been through a turbulence period of endless project deadlines and exams. however, ALL BAD THINGS WILL COME TO AN END. - quoted by prof yim.

we have come to the last day of year2sem2term2! - 27.02.2012

one of my favourite days of 2012.

trekking for 12KM. and having a variety of desserts to feast on, museums to hop to, breath taking view of the CBD area and to end it off with soup spoon.. it was pretty much one of a kind experience. plus, the fact that the holidays are here and with great company and me HIGH! laughing without a care in the world.

and just 3 days later, we met up again for a birthday surprise @ PP.

celebrating

weini's

kexin's

*not our birthdays yet*

meh.

celebrating. their 19th birthday :DDD

mission accomplished!

thankful :)

praise the lord for such wonderful friends :)

they are simply encouraging and incredible :DD

on a side note, there has been a lot of work lately. however, i have been coping well and sleeping well :D with my 5h nap and 3h of sleep ( which equates to 8h of sleep actually )

HAHAHAHAH!

toodles gtg

i need to memorise a little of my script for this HR competition because i might have last min stage jitters * hate that it's last min*

madness @ school

it has been oneofakind week @ school

HRC and the gang has been the root cause of sleep deprivation.

nonetheless, i took it all in my stride:DDD and had lots of great companionship with the lovely animals.

i would say,

i am not most productive member nor the most fast thinking one nor the most consistent one either.

but i would like to give thanks for every single one of you for putting so much effort and responsibility to each and every project :DD

Yours Sincerely,

turtle.

my helmet is back (:

i have acknowledged the fact that i look a lot younger than my actual age with the short hairdo.

in fact, the hairdo that i carry now is the exact same replica of the one i had when i'm 11.

HAHA.

so why did i cut my hair like a primary sch kid?

reasons:

1) hot girls have short hair

i worked as as retail assistant during the holidays and i was astonished at the fact that so many gorgeous women had short hair

short pixie hair to be exact.

and i love their personality * being a 3 in 1- polite, funloving and outgoing * so it kind of inspired me to have my hair chopped off so as to serve as a reminder to have both inner and outer beauty.

2) my friends said i couldnt carry a short hairdo. LOL

when i head back to school and mentioned about my hectic holiday life and my latest bruno mars eyecandy. they laughed. * ok, it was embarrassing because bruno mars isnt an eyecnady material *

that's besides the point

i mentioned about wanting to cut my hair short.

and i just want to prove them wrong.

ilurbbmiieepreeetayehaaaairr. * i cant tweet properly *

to animal kingdom: #jealous? HAHAHAHHA. pretty pretty jesslyn.

3) one last chance.

on friday i went out with the entree ( poly forum )

and we talked about about internship and graduation

where i suddenly switched to the career -women-mode/ looking-forward-mode.

this actually, was the very last chance that i could get a short hairdo because i am already 18 and i need to stop being a kid. * short hairdo=kid *

after year2 would be my internship and then graduation

i do not want to be taken as a child, i want to be looked upon as an capable adult

* first impression counts *

Hopefully, when i have my lushes long hair back, i could finally grow up, stop being a princess

and be a QUEEN.

fyi: this post pretty sums up what i have been doing these past few days. LOL.

back to school

i like first days of school (:

everyone was busy catching up with one another

and i am still in anticipation for all the new modules that we are going to take this sem

* ok. i have to admit this, but i love learning *-- nerd

HAH.

meeting the girls tmr for lunch and pizza for dinner! :)

i am distracted with the WWW

rawr

checking my fb regularly but realising it hasnt change much since the last time i checked ( 3 mins ago ) :(((

nonetheless, i found myself going through the birthday albums and smiling at those times we had.

sad to say, there isnt any birthday celebration tmr and it's MONDAY

aka

SCHOOL!

i no want school.

life update (:

LJS breakfast with 10% of 4/7'09

annual auntie sports day :)

* the rest are really unsightly *

dhrmp01's bbq 23.06.2011LOL. that's meixuan aka ahma.

and we love to stick our tongues out.

F4! :) @ marche

we will be friends for ever and ever and ever

that was the beginning of a new chapter

realising the SCs are genuine friends

noticing that we really cared so much for you

exceeding expectations and limits

overwhelmed by love and well wishes

:D

on the other hand

i was frustrated with that

and all i could say is

we really lost a good comrade

* cant really elaborate much here *

however, our friendship is strong and that would be just another obstacle to overcome :)

you girls are important me and that i love being around you

i feel loved and kiddo-ish :D

and you girls just made my life more enjoyable.

it's getting interesting

ok. i have been caught up with the politics in school, not that i am apathetic about the politics in s'pore

*insert good girl+halo look *

buttttt.....

i managed to catch up with the rally stuff on CNA just now

LOL.

though i couldn't really hear what the parties were saying because my parents were taking turns to comment

* great family time *

but i was actually more concern with the delivery of their speeches

not saying that the content isn't impt, but the fact that i really couldnt hear what they were saying.

sooooooooooo

after my superb observation skills

yap yap.

i really need to brush up on my public speaking skills

let's make this clear

public speaking=presentation=interview=lecture=debrief ( all the same )

yes, i am still harping on the interviews and the multiple failed attempts of all the things that was stated above.

i failed to

1.convey my thoughts

2.think * the wires in my brain were temporary hay wired *

i remembered during the SB interview

1. my nerves system broke down at that moment

2. i wasnt prepared for their questions

3. i was too awesome that i had endless good qualities but at loss at which to say

4. i ended up giving a shitty answer

i wanted to bang myself against a wall or sth

right.

and with mentoring

for those who dont know

we actually take turns to give out instructions or do the debrief

take turns, i mean it's either annabell or silin

LOL

but on some rare occasions, when i usually take it, it ends up a flop -.-

( i have no idea why i took up the job?!! )

and annabell has to come up and save me from the epic awkwardness

which i am extremely thankful for

until this recent one, where i had the debrief scripted

that includes all the thinking process and the expected response.

-.-

i freak out at impromptu stuff :(((

really disappointed with myself.

yesterday was the poly forum interview

i became utterly disappointed myself.

for not phrasing my words properly and blabbered utter rubbish just to scrap through the interview

the rest of the interviewees did well tho

* good job to wei ni and monkey! *

and my points were in a mess

i didnt have a time to think through

i wasnt even thinking i think?

...

well, since i have been writing argumentative essays

i guess i have come up with a TEMPORARY 'solution'

the PEEL thingy

1.point

2.explain

3.example

4.link

yappp, kudos to miss soh who taught me this during one of my first literature lesson

this is going to my thought process(:

maybe i should practice more and rebut with people more often because either i am too lazy or i am such a wonderful listener that's why i cant bear to disrupt the other party's train of thoughts

* sorry for the abrupt ending but i really gtg. *

hopefully,by the time i graduate from Sp i would be a eloquent speaker

:D

school :/

school is definitely very demanding

juggling with ccas/school work/ drama

well, the drama isnt on me

but we somehow got implicated

BLUE is my favourite colour, so you should get what i mean.

now that we reluctantly accept the harsh reality

i wish us and them all the best for the upcoming adventure.

cheers~

1st week of school + 2nd week of school

pretty hectic

(: photos to upload.

wwj's birthday pig celebration

chao chao18th ang mor birthday

school life.

(:

that's all for now

back to work.

rumbling ramblings.

this is taken from black board ( Sp online learning portal )

i am going to mug mug mug

g.p.a drop = no uni

i want to get into uni so freaking bad

and if i manage to get it up, i will even get a scholarship(:

i will aim for

DISTINCTION!!! :D

see my bros in uni

* u know who u are *

and of cos my dearest jc peeps, although a year later

but we will be awesome! :D

judgement day ay2010-2011sem 2

A victorious war is not determined within a single battle.


Focus on your goal that your heart so desperately desires, becuz at the end of the journey, every ounce of effort, sweat & tear drop is worth it

i hate ITB.

most irritating project i ever encountered
u have just ruin my valentine's day.
gay shit.

stress

i never had to juggle with so many stuff before.
which includes the everyday emails that i have to check, nonstop texts that i have to reply and etc.
F.Y.I all work, no play.

Waking up with heap loads of responsibilities for you to carry.
school life being so hectic. and for that moment i thought i was gaining control of my life, well.... my world is tumbling down.
and if you think that's not bad enough wait till it's after CNY a.k.a deadlines are nearing. i need to go on E-bay to see if they sell harry potter's invisible cloak.
after saying all those i still i have to face the music. -.-

some said that i was being too harsh on myself, well maybe i am? o.0
but i want my time to be well spent. the effort i put in does not show the result that i was expecting.
can u imagine how demoralising it was for me?




i think my GPA is going to suffer
negative mindset at this crucial moment
woah jesslyn, u are really awesome.

and i thought poly life was suppose to be slackish.

behind closed doors, I have broke down too many times but at least i tried to put up a strong fight.

halo.

last sms to my poly mates:
hey peeps! monday project meeting

i will have 100% control with my life. :)

yogurt

the difference between a shop n save yogurt and a "branded" yogurt
i almost died of suanness
:(
moral of the story: everything that u deem disgusting/inedible, just pass it to jeric yim (Y)
haha.
fyi. i am not materialistic. -.-
every penny that i spent, is worth it. :)
i am so going to find a job during the December holiday
1. money for a new squash racket
2. money to pay my mom :)-- so that i can exploit her walletX2 i rule!
3. money for self indulgences aka shop till i drop.

eunice wong, eunice wong, eunice wong.
i miss u like maddddddd!!!!!!!!

but i still love my poly peeps. :D
irritating but i like~
being childish all over again. hoho.

i want to go for choir camp.

i was looking forward to it.
and that hasty decision of mine, ruin everything
gay shit.

i am losing my motivation to study, be amazed.
i need a listening ear.

we were all drunk

once bitten twice shy.
never and i said never to drink so much in such a short period of time ever again
we were behaving like idiots with no control of whatever we were saying
vomiting as if there was no tmr
sleeping at any random spot we could find
turning into some red lobsters
straight ppl turning gay.
unglamX1000000

but it was :D

i smell like some scotch :/

17th birthday :D

u guys rock!
every single one of u.
u rock u rock u rock.

( pictures are according to date )

1. Board Of Directors and Best Toilet Company.
i think the initials are cooler
haha
BOD N BTC
rock on!
i have already said thank for like X100000000 times
i miss u guys like mad, and the next time we meet, i guess we will be burning some candles/lanterns/anna/ LOL?
meanwhile, study hard for the upcoming promos/exams
we have no life.
bleah.

2.SASA!
wa sehhh. smart people, study hard ok?
if guys cry over HW, call me ok? i sponsor tissue. *FOC *
if u cry over boys, i will go fold XIAO REN and beat them. okok?
:)

3.the aunties!
u aunties rock :D
Sp rejects Vs Pjc
ahahhahaha
i love merry making with u guys.
many more memorable times to come.

4.ZHANG XIN YING!!!!!!
u ahhhh
sleep early
stop mapling
study hard!
and the cake, wa lao. aweeeeesooommmmeeeee!!!
and and STUDY HARD hor!!!
during the holidays we go shopping again!!!
wooooooohoooooooooooo
* those who said money cant buy happiness obviously dont know where to shop*-blair waldrof

5.poly peeps.
thank you for the suspense
LOL!
very suspense-ful, u guys rock ookokok?
3 more years together *siann ah!*
animal abuse!!!
hahaha
but seriously, sorry that i have no expression on my face but yes, the present was AWEEEESOOOMMEEE!
i definitely can feel the 心意 :)
* insert heart shape*

6. and to the others who wanted to come but couldnt make it.
bod n btc
ling yuan, nureen, pearlyn

the aunties
mee teng- thanks man. u rock! totally appreciate the thought. so sweet :)
hannah and zara, ah yo. auntie! why u never come? sp Vs Pjc arent as fun without u guys.

to azri aka BOLLAAAA
ahahahha
get a better job after the exams.
HAPPY FASTING!!!
:)
u rock~
and u are indebted to me
( **editied** )
uncle tan ah! wanna come? can call those MOF ppl to come along too :)
errr shall we go.. SHOPPINGGGG!!!
* NO MONEY*
can we go supermarket and take free samples instead?

to eunice -- i love this colour!
i realised i dont have a decent photo of us in fb or hp.
LOL!
i should bring my laptop and camwhore one day.
okok?
yay!
thanks for the fantastic birthday wish.
=D * dont have to say all the mushy stuff here la *

to wong wei jie.
you!!!!
INCEPTIONNN
i like!
study hard and errrr. stay handsome *puke*
have lesser pimples!
* i will talk to u after my exams, i have no life, and u SHOULD have no life too* - i'm a good example to follow
go study!

to many many more who wished me
thank you man!
u guys rock rock rock :)

a balanced life?

my dad just made me a cup of milo =D
he calls it milo tarik. haha

ok. have been sick these two days. aka going kuku too.
brain not operating well aka an excuse to slack. :)
that is why i am behind deadlines for some of my project research.
and i got my life back.
i SLACK-ed!!!
yayness.
and the audition was postpone to next week
yayness X2!
**cant sing with a sorethroat right?**
=D