reminiscence of 09

if I were to go back in time I would have phrased a beautiful graduation speech. one that could ingrain a message to everyone.

however, I was young once. without the maturity to foresee the aftermath and succumb to whatever that came into my mind.

it was without meaning nor depth which I had sadly regretted.

well, I am only 16 then.

the together-ness, the fun.

were the bonds forged mere covalents??

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要玩，可以！ 一定要玩得起。

An insightful conversation with a dear friend last night. And she mentioned about playing on the field. the thing about being a player. I mean there is absolutely harmless when it comes to flirting. But when the games get serious, it is either the blossom of a new relationship or immerse amount of pain. Sadly, I fall into the one that normally gets the most 'pain' out of a relationship. That is y I refused to entertain any tease or bees. And in return decreasing the chances of getting hurt. Well, in my perspective, those people aren't worth taking the risk.

If I am going to suffer a heartbreak, it better be someone worthwhile. It has to be someone whom I am willing to take the leap of faith for. :)

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being young and wild and free

sleeping at an ungodly hour where my mom is going to wake up in an hours time.

and i am hungry:/

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i dislike being the sensitive one.

ALWAYS being so sensitive.

ALWAYS making a big fuss out of a molehill

and at the end of the day

i always keep it to myself.

never would i have thought, this day would come.

:/

piles of projects and exams

i have no idea how the schools expect students to juggle with the heap loads of projects and revise for the final examinations at the same time.

the short school term has deprived the students from a fulfilling learning experience, in which we resort to seek for desperate measures to appease the inner insecurity within us. Having said so, the journey to the west my graduation day is not of what i had in mind, with mindless chionging and little understanding and lots of ambiguity. we students, are pushing ourselves to the limit; by being a headless fly trying to find its way out of the urban jungle, and having less than 3h of sleep a day isnt doing any good.

hence, i urge the teachers to re look into their course structure and see if there are areas for improvements, or could any compromising be done for the greater good of the students. (i.e. my 8hrs of sleep )

such as reducing the amount of reports or projects.
I mean since, there are already ICA( projects ) for that module, what is the point of studying the theoretical part of the module? the memorising of theories still baffles me because we get to refer to them right?

like wth?

just ranting.

back to NCM.

this is my schedule for this thursday and friday

1. China immersion program interview @10 Am

2. NCM report submission @thursday,5pm

3. FM mock test paper

4. RM report submission @friday,5pm

5. CI final examination ( theory based ) @5pm

words that were whispered could never be retracted

no matter, how minor the incident may be. the feeling of the stab will always linger.

Being instinctively acute to such area isnt a sin and more of a gift of having the special eyes to see them in a clearer light.

self consoling post.

the stab hurts more than i could handle and with the accumulation of injuries and scars, i have found myself bruised and intolerable of such mean moves.

When she was just a girl

She expected the world

But it flew away from her reach

and the bullets catch in her teeth

Life goes on, it gets so heavy

thankful :)

praise the lord for such wonderful friends :)

they are simply encouraging and incredible :DD

on a side note, there has been a lot of work lately. however, i have been coping well and sleeping well :D with my 5h nap and 3h of sleep ( which equates to 8h of sleep actually )

HAHAHAHAH!

toodles gtg

i need to memorise a little of my script for this HR competition because i might have last min stage jitters * hate that it's last min*