stress

i never had to juggle with so many stuff before.
which includes the everyday emails that i have to check, nonstop texts that i have to reply and etc.
F.Y.I all work, no play.

Waking up with heap loads of responsibilities for you to carry.
school life being so hectic. and for that moment i thought i was gaining control of my life, well.... my world is tumbling down.
and if you think that's not bad enough wait till it's after CNY a.k.a deadlines are nearing. i need to go on E-bay to see if they sell harry potter's invisible cloak.
after saying all those i still i have to face the music. -.-

some said that i was being too harsh on myself, well maybe i am? o.0
but i want my time to be well spent. the effort i put in does not show the result that i was expecting.
can u imagine how demoralising it was for me?




i think my GPA is going to suffer
negative mindset at this crucial moment
woah jesslyn, u are really awesome.

and i thought poly life was suppose to be slackish.

behind closed doors, I have broke down too many times but at least i tried to put up a strong fight.