it's getting interesting

ok. i have been caught up with the politics in school, not that i am apathetic about the politics in s'pore

*insert good girl+halo look *

buttttt.....

i managed to catch up with the rally stuff on CNA just now

LOL.

though i couldn't really hear what the parties were saying because my parents were taking turns to comment

* great family time *

but i was actually more concern with the delivery of their speeches

not saying that the content isn't impt, but the fact that i really couldnt hear what they were saying.

sooooooooooo

after my superb observation skills

yap yap.

i really need to brush up on my public speaking skills

let's make this clear

public speaking=presentation=interview=lecture=debrief ( all the same )

yes, i am still harping on the interviews and the multiple failed attempts of all the things that was stated above.

i failed to

1.convey my thoughts

2.think * the wires in my brain were temporary hay wired *

i remembered during the SB interview

1. my nerves system broke down at that moment

2. i wasnt prepared for their questions

3. i was too awesome that i had endless good qualities but at loss at which to say

4. i ended up giving a shitty answer

i wanted to bang myself against a wall or sth

right.

and with mentoring

for those who dont know

we actually take turns to give out instructions or do the debrief

take turns, i mean it's either annabell or silin

LOL

but on some rare occasions, when i usually take it, it ends up a flop -.-

( i have no idea why i took up the job?!! )

and annabell has to come up and save me from the epic awkwardness

which i am extremely thankful for

until this recent one, where i had the debrief scripted

that includes all the thinking process and the expected response.

-.-

i freak out at impromptu stuff :(((

really disappointed with myself.

yesterday was the poly forum interview

i became utterly disappointed myself.

for not phrasing my words properly and blabbered utter rubbish just to scrap through the interview

the rest of the interviewees did well tho

* good job to wei ni and monkey! *

and my points were in a mess

i didnt have a time to think through

i wasnt even thinking i think?

...

well, since i have been writing argumentative essays

i guess i have come up with a TEMPORARY 'solution'

the PEEL thingy

1.point

2.explain

3.example

4.link

yappp, kudos to miss soh who taught me this during one of my first literature lesson

this is going to my thought process(:

maybe i should practice more and rebut with people more often because either i am too lazy or i am such a wonderful listener that's why i cant bear to disrupt the other party's train of thoughts

* sorry for the abrupt ending but i really gtg. *

hopefully,by the time i graduate from Sp i would be a eloquent speaker

:D